Ahhh..

It is one of those days.. I am not able to sleep at 12:30a.m. I have no clue why??
I do ahave clue why I can't sleep but I have no clue why I am unable to stop thinking excessively about my generally clue less life..
I am no philosopher burning mid night oil.. I have a desktop in office and I have to burn myself in front of it tomorrow as well..
I am scared, scared of all the ifs the life can offer me.. I feel unprepared for any unpredictable incident.. The agnostic in me is not ready to bend before God for help.. In situation like this people find a great relief there..
Actually in situations like me nobody goes running after God.. My today is as it is meant to be.. My tomorrow is what is worrying me so much..
Saying this I feel so funny and enlighten together.. I feel funny because yoga day is approaching and I am unnecessary worrying about the tomorrows that might not happen.. And I feel enlighten because if the generations gone by would have spread this yoga properly my world would be a much better place to live or say worry.. Who in there good mind don't want to sit on beach in maldives sipping coconut water and worrying about future?
Ahh.. That is life.. And this is life too.. :-) scared is an emotion I will overcome but dream less reality is truth hard to deal with..